Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, bestfriend!Yesung/Siwon, slight!Eunhyuk/Donghae, parents!Hankyung/girl!Heechul, parents!Kangin/girl!Leeteuk.
Warning: Gender switch for Heechul and Leeteuk | Grammatical errors.
Disclaimer: The idea was from my siste'rs keeper.
Summary: He was made to be used. To be controlled. To be nothing.
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It has been a month Jongwoon didn't show up in the school and Kyuhyun couldn't help but feel guilty and worried at the same time. He asked the teachers but it seem that all the teachers didn't care about Jongwoon at all. He wanted to go for Jongwoon's house, but he had no idea where Jongwoon's house is. So, he left with no choice other than visit and ask Siwon.
Kyuhyun was nervous, he doesn't have any idea what Siwon will do when Siwon saw him, because Kyuhyun was sure that Jongwoon already told Siwon about what happened between them. Kyuhyun tried to calm him self down when he looked at Siwon's furious eyes and asked him where on earth Jongwoon will be.
"What do you mean he didn't go to school for one month?" Siwon asked in disbelieved and Kyuhyun was sure that there is a slight worried tone in Siwon's voice.
"What do you mean by what did I mean? That's what I mean!" Kyuhyun answered, he doesn't know how to answer Siwon's question or explain everything again, his mind was clouded with worried over Jongwoon that made his genius brain didn't work at all.
Siwon went inside his house in a rush to put some clothes in his body, since he just wear one boxer when Kyuhyun appeared in front of his door. After that Siwon and Kyuhyun went to Jongwoon's house and Kyuhyun only followed Siwon for the direction. Finally, Kyuhyun know Jongwoon's house after feel curious for a long time. But, Kyuhyun frowned when he saw Siwon climb up to Jongwoon's hedge.
"What are you doing?" Kyuhyun asked in confusion, he point out Jongwoon's door, "There is the door!"
"Shh!!! Shut up! You don't know anything so just wait here! Don't make any noise!" Siwon ordered.
Doesn't want to make situation more worse so Kyuhyun just did what he has been told. He waited outside the hedge and not long after that he saw Siwon climb up the hedge again and walked towards him, "He's not there. I'll ask my mom. You'd better go home."
"What? You..." Kyuhyun didn't finished his sentence when Siwon snapped at him, "Just go home! He's not in his house, it means he was somewhere else!"
Kyuhyun took a deep breath, "Okay then, but please let me know when you find him." Kyuhyun plead.
"For what? For using his heart and feeling again?" Siwon asked in sarcastic tone.
Kyuhyun shook his head sadly, "That was a mistake that I want to repair, badly..."
Siwon sighed, "Okay, I'll let you know." and walked away.
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Kyuhyun sighed for the n-th time and he sit in the dining room poured some orange juice in his glass tried to distressing him self.
"Kyu, where's Jongwoon? He never come to our house again?" Leeteuk asked while cutting the beef she wants to cook later on.
She miss Jongwoon. Kyuhyun has bring Jongwoon regularly to her house almost every two days, but it just stopped for almost one month and she couldn't help to feel curious and miss Jongwoon even more. She love that boy.
Kyuhyun sighed again, he heard the question that he doesn't want to heard the most at that time, "He didn't come to school for one month already, mom."
Leeteuk feels there's something a miss, so she stopped her beef cutting, washed her hand and then took a seat beside Kyuhyun, "Something wrong?"
Kyuhyun nodded, "Yes. Something perfectly wrong and its all because of me." Kyuhyun answered looking depressed more than ever.
Leeteuk looked at her son confused, "Because of you? How come?"
Kyuhyun fell in silence. Should he tell his mom? He know his mom love Jongwoon so much, she even love Jongwoon more than she love Kyuhyun, her own son, glad she didn't neglect Kyuhyun and still care about Kyuhyun just like usual, if she did, maybe Kyuhyun was began to questioning his truth about the family.
Finally, Kyuhyun decided to tell Leeteuk, "Well, you know I was quite popular in school. So...to made them quiet, I used Jongwoon to be my boyfriend..."
Leeteuk nodded, "So, you used Jongwoon?" she asked with a slight irritation tone in her voice.
"Yes, well no, yes! ah! No! It...how should I describe it?!!" Kyuhyun frustated.
Leeteuk sighed and looked at her son fiercely, "I don't care how you describe it, but I demand you to talk!"
Kyuhyun scratch his back head which is actually not itchy, "Okay, actually I like him since first. Eunhyuk and Donghae knew it. To made me confess they made this suggestion. Suggestion for me to used Jongwoon as my boyfriend to get rid of my fans. Then I confess." Kyuhyun answered like a robot.
Leeteuk raised her eyebrow, she just never believe that her son that usually calm and cool become like that, "Then?" Leeteuk wanted further explanation.
"So, I love him. I don't know why but it seems that I need to help him. But, I was just so stupid, I said that I used him to Eunhyuk and Donghae because I'm afraid that crazy EunHae will laughed at me, I denied my own feeling and without I noticed, Jongwoon was there!! He heard my stupid-not true-denial feeling, mom!! After that he didn't showed up in school even for one day! I'm worried! DEAD WORRIED!! I...I...gah!! I'm messed up!!!" Kyuhyun groaned, he wanted to cry but he can't.
Leeteuk just left speechless, "Well, you really are stupid for that." then she looked at Kyuhyun, "Have you ever met Siwon before?" and Kyuhyun surprised because he never mentioned about Siwon before, but he nodded.
"He's Jongwoon's best friend, right?" Leeteuk asked.
Kyuhyun's eye wide open, "How did you know all of it?"
"His mother is my best friend." Leeteuk answered, "Have you asked him? Maybe he know." Leeteuk asked again.
"We went to Jongwoon's house, but he wasn't there. Siwon said that he'll ask his mom and tell me later on. Is there something that I don't know about Jongwoon?"
"Actually, you don't know nothing about him, Kyu. But for your information, me, your father, Siwon, and Siwon's parents were agree to help him." Leeteuk said.
"Help him from what?" Kyuhyun asked in confusion.
Leeteuk wanted to answer but the telephone's ringing, "Hello? What? Okay, we will be there after Kangin get home. We meet there."
"Kyuhyun, take a shower. We will go to the hospital." Leeteuk said who's now waiting her husband to answer his phone.
"For what?" Kyuhyun asked doesn't understand.
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Kyuhyun doesn't believe in what he saw, he stood beside Siwon.
Heechul, Hankyung, Kangin, and Leeteuk were discussing about something.
"What is this? Tell me. Why is like I'm the one who don't know anything here?" Kyuhyun asked to Siwon in annoyed tone.
Siwon nodded his head, "That's right. You are the one who don't know anything."
"So, could you just please tell me, Siwon?" Kyuhyun asked, no, demanded.
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The man loved the woman. They married.
The beautiful woman was pregnant, then she gave birth to the handsome boy, but God wants her and took her after that boy was born.
So, the man was left with his only child, his only son.
They were happy.
Until one day, that man found a red marks in his beloved son back.
It was a leukemic syndrome, a cancer.
That man's son needs a perfect donor to keep him alive, but it just too hard to find the exact match for his son parts.
So that man made him.
The man made him, so him can help his son.
Unfortunately, God really wants his son before he could finished him.
Now, that man is alone.
He is angry with God. Why God wanted his wife? Why God wanted his son? Why God wanted him to live alone?
But, that man managed to completed and raised him.
That man promised that he will help other people with him who was made by him.
The other people which also have leukemic syndrome.
to be continued » » »
A/N: lulufeca really can read my mind ♥ love her!! ^♥^
this chapter isn't the best because I couldn't describe the story line well, I know and I'm sorry for that >.< I'm in my night class and I just can't concentrate on anything. I will try to be more detail in the next chapter, give me some milk please ;~;